January 2008
38 posts
Still been at home sick. Feeling a little bit better. No one has come to visit me, which really sucks. I always love it when friends drop by just to check on me, but no one wants to get sick right now. I dont blame them. Tonight is the Inspired 12 meeting, Herb and I are going to go. I really hope this whole thing pans out. I wish i could have something exciting to say or talk about. but...
I am very interested and fascinated by how everyone loves each other, but no one really likes each other
I woke up, rolled out of bed and went to the doctor. They swabed my throat and my nose. That was fun. Turns out I have strep and the flu at the same time. After that, I came home and I have been in bed majority of the day. Rutledge said that I cant go back to school till thursday or friday. It has pretty much sucked. as much as I want to grow up, I love it how my mom still takes care of me.
I have strep. And the flu. At the same time. uggghh.
I fee like flkjdkjlalkjjkl
“And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.”
– Perks.
We have had a serious ant problem in my bathroom at home. Last night, I had ants in my pants. Literally. It was very unpleasent.
Listen
i can’t stand stand up. i can’t speak. i can’t breathe, but everything is alright. you’re still holding on tight
I keep telling myself that I'm ok.
I closed tonight with Jonathan, the usual 8:40 church crowd came in, twenty minutes before closing. And of course they come crowding in right after I had swept. I ended up making forty something dollars but not leaving till nine thirty or so, cleaning up. Driving home i called Joe, my old boss. I miss him. He is like a dad or something to me. Its hard to explain. His strong spanish accent rang...
I love how I feel when he is holding me close. Time stops.
Things have been really busy. Friday, Rebecca, Melinda and I went to Joes in Port Arthur, it was really good. And it was awesome for just three of us to be able to hang out, just like old times. Then Alex and I went to see The Bucket List, i was so good. I really liked it a lot. Yesterday I was up at my parents church at 7:30am doing upwards stuff (cleaning, answering the phone, crowd control,...
I need to post! I need to post! I need to post!
life.life.life.
Things in life seem to be going a lot better lately: -We have Monday off. yay -I get to spend a LOT more time with my baby -My phone, that i dropped in the toilet three days, decided to work again tonight! -Went to ihop and and Starbucks today with Melinda. -My check from the church came in the mail today. -I get to excempt most of my exams. -I have been able to see my best friend more lately. :-)...
“What happens to the tree that can not bend?”
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So many emotions. Words cant even describe.
I’ve always been one to believe that friends come before boyfriends.
This hasent become a journal that i am writing anymore just to write, it has become a way for my best friend to know what is going on in my life. Because her and I dont talk much…anymore. I have been coughing lately non stop, it seems that right when I am starting to feel well…bam I’m sick. Again. I have been taking some strong medicine to help me sleep and make me stop...
I miss her.
“I know I am capable of so much more”
Random things I bet you didnt know about me:
I was born in Austin My parents divorced when I was 6. I have three adopted brother, two step brothers and one sister. I love sushi. I like to do yoga and pilates. I’m going to North Texas to be a business major. I text message then what is normal. I name everything. I have two pet fish that are adorable. I love my bonsai tree and bamboo tree. I care more about others then I do myself....
. Last night Alex and I went to Port Arthur to go to Joes then after that we headed off to Chilis for dessert. haha. It was pretty fun. I found out today that i passed my college chem. class so that was a relief. I only passed it by the grace of Mrs. Dunn. School was ok today, not a whole lot going on. I went off to work tonight only to find out that they didnt need me. Antonio gave me Wednesday...
I started crying and he just held me tight, wiped my tears, and whispered “I love you”
Random avocados.
Went to church today with my parents, Alex came with us. It was ok. After church we all went lunch together to Novroskya. (spelling?) Alex and I then watched The Kingdom, but i mostly just drifted in and out of sleep. I love being right next to him and feeling so safe. Then it was off to work. Tonight was kinda slow and we mostly just sat around but then at 8:40 i ended up with a table of 9. This...
insane.
So this next semester: College class life: English 1302-MWF 8-8:50 am Chem. 1412 MWF Health and Wellness Tuesday 6-9 pm High School life: Taking AP Government French 2 Physcology with Ellerbee. Work life: Working at Toros 30 hours a week And also working at the church on Thursdays from 4-8. Band Life: Solo and ensemble. I’ll probably DNA. Lessons on Tuesday. thank god I’m in...
Amazing.
He’s home :) and I am so excited. Today was one of the best days this whole break. Alex came over around eleven this morning and we spent the whole day together. We had lunch, dinner, went to a movie, grabbed some coffee, took a walk together. He’s means so much to me
All away.
Wouldnt that be something.
Organic Batter Blaster →
Dear Jesus,
I miss you.
Small talk and such.
I hate going to places and running into someone you casually know from somewhere (ie: school, band, church). Then having the awkward tension of feeling forced to go up to them and make conversation. The conversation usually turns into: “so are you ready to get back to school?” “how was your christmas?” I hate these generic I-dont-really-know-what-to-say questions. And I...